jus wanna "u" to noe..

Today..
i hate mysef whn seeing ur blog..
tears fall down ..
try to control my tears,but....fail
After tht...
i'm thinking, is tht me destroy ur sweet love?
i hope not me...
whn u come b from school..
see u chat wif me ..like nothing happen..
my tears fall down again...
i noe ur heart very sad...
i really wan to..wan to concern u
but i scare..scare u cry again..
finally, i cant tahan anymore..
go inside store cry for 10 minutes
but i lie u , tell u i go serve custormer..
Sorry sorry sorry..
i jus don wan let u noe ..i'm crying
if i happy and smile..all is pretend
Before...
u cry many times..y i din aware tht!
y din concern u!  y! y! y!
i'm useless!! i hate myself!
Damn yong kui!!
Although...
be ur fren jus half year only....y
still cant understand wat ur thinking about...
Jus wanna tell u....I
Don wan u sad!
Don wan u not happy!
Don  wan u cry!
Don wan u feel boring!
and...
Don wan u be hurt!
Heart feel guilty conscience ...
Me! old man! yong kui! don wan u cry anymore!
will try the best!
Let u happy everyday!
Let u smile everytime!
Nobody can hurt u again!
U din like , hate "boring"
i will try my best, let "boring" far away from u!

Someone! i;m warming u tis time! if u let her cry again!
fuck ! i will go thr and find u!
don think is joke!
i tell u! She love u, u better don hurt her ! damn!

（英文很烂很多错字，没别的意思。。）
（只是想表达我心里的。。。对不起不要见怪）